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    Spring's Awakening
    By Frank Wedekind
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    Dead iPod.

        What's new? Another six months and another dead portable music player. This time it was a 30 GB iPod. I plugged it into my iPod dock and the hard drive made some really interesting noises. it sounded as if a T-Rex was choking it or something.
         I expected this as I also had a dead iPod shuffle, a dead iPod nano, a dead iPod mini, a dead Zen Microphoto, a dead Sandisk Sansa player, a dead iRiver player and last but not least, a dead Dell pod (that's what my friends used to call it anyways). I have to face the facts, I am a serial portable music player killer!
        However, this time my iPod died within the warranty! Yes, I might actually get a new iPod. Every other time I tried, the Apple Store on 5th Avenue would have me give them the box and serial number and all that stuff and then say they couldn't help me. Not this time (evil grin); I even have the receipt. I hopped on a train and got off around 59th and Lexington walking towards what was once the beloved F.A.O. Shwartz. I walked down into the space beneath the giant Apple and angelic iPhones and remembered how hard it was to get an appointment at the Genius Bar. So I walked around and finally went around to setting an appointment. I think to myself; it's 8 AM, I should be able to get an appointment at 12PM the latest ... right? Wrong, the next available appointment was at 9PM.
       I hope to meet a genius tomorrow morning at around 9 something. Please wish me luck.
    (Kicking myself for not seeking employment in an Apple Store.)
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    Fidelity
    By Regina Spektor
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    The Little Mouse...

            Mickey was just a tiny mouse. I saw him under my bed a week ago and he was so cute. He looked so scared that I didn't want to disturb him. I didn't know what to do because killing a baby was out of the question for me. I understand I'm not being rational. I understand that mice cause disease and I understand that here, in New York City, there is no place that a mouse can live without being a threat to humans. I hate killing mice. I think mice are really cute. However, I am being irrational and putting my family at risk with my idealistic view of the world. Anyway, my mom found out and started setting glue traps all over the house. I don't believe in glue traps; can you imagine walking along and then finding that you are stuck to the floor and will be for the rest of your life? The agony that mice go through must be staggering when they are caught in such traps. So, I planned to get Mickey in a box and let him loose in the NYC subway, where there are millions of other mice for him to play with. Every night for the last week, I've been going around and hiding the glue traps at night. Last night, I fell asleep before I could. Mickey was caught in a glue trap last night. I feel incredibly guilty. I know that to most people this must feel stupid, but, I feel horrible about killing a baby mouse. :(
    Mickey, R.I.P wherever you are.
    (Yes, I am more than just a bit crazy.)

Wednesday, 04 July 2007

  • The Wonderful World of Psychiatry

        Ever wonder why so many psychotropic drugs have so many uses? I was looking through the uses for Lamictal (Lamotrigine), one of the mood-stabilizers I use for my bipolar 1. Under its approved uses I find that it is maintenance treatment for seizure disorders and bipolar 1 disorder. Simple, right? However, under the experimental uses I found the rest of the DSM-IV. It is amazing how every psych drugs seems to, almost, be a possible cure for every problem. Zoloft (Sertraline HCl) may be prescribed for migraine headaches and Risperidal (Risperidone) for eating disorders).  In addition to Lamictal, I take Lithium and Seroquel (quetiapine).  Seroquel has been approved for maintenance treatment of schizophrenia and, last year, for the treatment of the manic and depressive episodes of bipolar 1. However, Seroquel is prescribed for everything from treatment resistant unipolar depression to GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder). How is it that so many of these drugs are not geared towards one specific illness. I think that this is the beauty of psychiatry.

Sunday, 24 June 2007

  • The Panic Attack

    Help.
    The word resounds in my head.
    I see myself.
    My heart throbs
    And I'm everywhere at once.
    Hello;
    It shocks me, I start wondering.
    I'm crouched on the ground
    Rocking back and forth like a baby.
    I can't be dying
    No, not this young.
    Then someone says
    You're just nervous
    And I start inhaling blood
    No, I'm swimming in blood rushing to my head and I scream but all that comes out     is a squeak...
    And I'm back on solid ground.

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